Awakening from the Abyss: A Journey of Self-Discovery

In the span of a decade, I’ve embarked on a profound journey, one I didn’t fully grasp when I first set foot upon its winding path. It’s only in hindsight, with a mind expanded and consciousness deepened, that I comprehend the magnitude of this spiritual odyssey that has silently guided me for years.

The past three years have seen this journey intensify into a profound transformation, especially within the last two, where I willingly cast aside numerous aspects of my life, shedding the persona I once inhabited. I relinquished the identity bound by society, transcending the limitations of my birth name, Emina Halimovic. This voyage reached its zenith when I embraced the austere lifestyle of a monk, a choice I made on my own accord.

Amidst the serenity of my monastic existence, I believed I had ascended to a higher plane of consciousness, having triumphed over my ego. However, this past weekend ushered in a spiritual awakening, a deeper connection to the essence of presence. In a moment of profound introspection, I delved so deeply into my own being that the sensation of my physical body vanished. Instead, I was submerged in the boundless realm of my mind, where fearful and negative thoughts swirled like shadows.

This unnerving experience rattled me to the core. For three years, I had dedicated myself to self-study, relentlessly confronting and conquering my deepest fears. I had welcomed the concept of ego death, a pivotal aspect of spiritual practice, believing I had subdued my inner demons.

Yet, during this weekend, I confronted an aspect of myself that led me into the uncharted territory of solitude. It was a different kind of aloneness, even though I had a companion by my side—a person with whom I was forging trust and connection on our shared journey, a weekends getaway.

In the midst of togetherness, I underwent profound spiritual tremors and awakenings, paradoxically relinquishing control while becoming acutely aware of my existence in its entirety. I seemed to be subject to an intense self-judgment, an experience one often associates with the afterlife, where the soul’s fate hangs in the balance between heaven and hell. Yet, this judgment was immediate, transpiring in the present moment—an encounter of unparalleled intimidation.

In the crucible of self-examination, I unearthed unforgiven corners of my heart, aspects I had yet to pardon within myself. It became a journey toward self-forgiveness. At that pivotal juncture, my gaze fell upon my partner. He lay beside me, arms outstretched, resembling the figure of Jesus Christ. In the depths of my inner abyss, as I confronted my own judgment, I was drawn to his figure—a symbol of forgiveness, compassion, and love.

This vision imbued me with strength, banishing the shadows of my mind’s fears. I felt forgiven, not only by external forces but by myself, stepping into a profound understanding of forgiveness, compassion, and love entwined with the essence of Christ. I emerged from the depths of my mind reawakened, bathed in the inner light, leaving behind the darkness that once consumed me.

This profound experience has granted me unparalleled clarity and direction, dissolving the attachments that tied me to my physical form. While I continue to navigate the intricate facets of this encounter, it has rekindled my sense of purpose in life. This feeling of enlightenment is deeply satisfying, a reminder that within each of us resides the potential for profound transformation and self-forgiveness.

May this journey inspire you to embark on your own quest for self-discovery and forgiveness, to unveil the radiant light within, waiting to guide you through life’s profound mysteries.

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First Blog: Sharing My Journey into Healing and Consciousness

I’m thrilled to be sharing my very first blog! Writing publicly has long been a dream of mine, but for years, I’ve stumbled over self-imposed limits and excuses. Now, I’m ready to step beyond them and introduce myself to you.

My name is Emina, and like you, I am a consciousness clothed in flesh, navigating the journey of life. I’ve been fortunate to travel widely and now live in the U.S., where I work among the collective. My mission is to guide those ready to explore deeper awareness and tap into their Higher States of Consciousness. Through this work, I founded Yin Yang Healing Arts, a wellness center dedicated to holistic practices that target body, mind, and soul wellness.

What is Kundalini Energy?

Kundalini is the life force energy that flows through every living being. It is closely aligned with Reiki, the Japanese hands-on energy healing technique that works to awaken the chakras, nadis, and meridians within the body, sparking spiritual clearings and awakenings. Though everyone holds this energy within, nestled at the base of the spine, not everyone is familiar with its divine potential.

I have been blessed to work with this energy, remaining disciplined as an instrument of light and peace. This energy vibrates naturally through me, beyond my control, and as it flows through me, it also moves energetically through you—especially through Reiki—on a profound cellular level. The transmission of energy is simple and direct; those who are meant to receive healing will do so for their highest good. Healing through Kundalini can be life-changing, creating positive shifts in all areas of one’s life.

My Unique Approach

I do not follow any specific lineage or sacred texts, nor do I attach myself to any particular guru. For me, all that exists is simply a manifestation of Divine Consciousness. Guided by Kundalini, I’ve drawn inspiration from various teachings, including the works of Eckhart Tolle, Yogi Bhajan, Shri Mataji Nirmala Devi, and the Prophets of the Books—especially Jesus, the man before the Divine Transmutation, and Mary Magdalene. These influences have shaped the foundation of my practice and deepened my understanding of energy and healing

Awakening My Healing Gifts

A few years ago, I met a beloved friend who awakened something profound within me. Since that moment, my entire reality has shifted, opening me fully to my gifts and the practice of healing. In gratitude for this presence, I now embrace my role as a healer, sharing the divine gifts of energy and light with those who seek healing and alignment.

I am beyond excited and deeply blessed to share my presence and healing gifts with those who cross my path. The divine light within me honors the divine light within you. Thank you for taking the time to read my words.

Be well, and Namaste.